Christmas AI Holiday Video - Before I Knew - Kelly Boesch | 4K

I often wish I could feel the Christmas and holiday feelings like I did when I was a child. The feelings were so strong they felt like they could just bust out of my chest. That first thought of Christmas as a kid just filled me with excitement and joy. And as I got older, the feelings became more like memories but never the same. I still remember the feelings but can't actually feel them...if that makes sense. I had a fun childhood with cool, hippie parents that always had a party on Christmas Eve. They would stay up late and I could hear the music downstairs and people talking. It is one of my favorite things. I often wish I could feel those feelings again just like I felt them back then. This video is kind of a mixture of a bunch of styles. I was trying different styles but was having a hard time animating some of them. When there are a lot of things going on the animations get a little muddy. It's still a vibe :-) The song is called "Before I Knew". (Verse 1) I remember how everything Felt a little different then Every light was brighter Every night would never end There was something in the silence Something waiting in the air I could hear the whole house breathing Like there was magic everywhere (CHORUS) I want to feel it like a child again When the whole world felt brand new And blowing out the candlelight Could make a little wish come true And I knew that Christmas came Because I could feel it in the room I don't want to remember it tonight I want to feel it like I used to (Verse 2) I remember waking early The light peaked through the blinds Trying not to wake the grown-ups With joy filling my mind And the sound of paper tearing And the footsteps down the hall How a tree could fill a room I want to feel it all (CHORUS) I want to feel it like a child again When the whole world felt brand new And blowing out the candlelight Could make a little wish come true And I knew that Christmas came Because I could feel it in the room I don't want to remember it tonight I want to feel it like I used to (BRIDGE) Now I know about the years And I know how quickly they go I know what's underneath the wrapping I know what children don't know But somewhere underneath it all That little girl is still there Waiting for the house to change Waiting for that feeling in the air (CHORUS) I want to feel it like a child again When the whole world felt brand new And blowing out the candlelight Could make a little wish come true And I knew that Christmas came Because I could feel it in the room I don't want to remember it tonight I want to feel it like I used to Just once I want Christmas again The way it felt Before I knew Lyrics written by me, Kelly Boesch. Music created under my creative direction with assistance from Suno. #ai #aiart #aivideo #music #Christmas #holiday Legal: © 2026 Kelly Boesch All visuals and music in this video are original works created and directed by the artist with AI-assisted tools. All final creative decisions, editing, composition, and authorship are exclusively owned by the artist. Any unauthorized use, reproduction, reposting, or remixing is strictly prohibited and may result in DMCA enforcement.

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